I'm usually considered to be the most sensitive guy out of all my friends. I was reminded of this today. I"m reminded of this all the time hah. I get the usual "Jason you're so gay" and "Jason stop being a girl" comments. Or being called a fag or bitch or something along those lines. I really need new friends hahahudsf. I really don't get that emotional. Like really I don't! hahhsuidgh. Well at least not as much as people make it seem. Compared to all of my friends I guess I can get pretty emotional sometimes. But who cares? I don't really care, because my emotions are what make me human, and as fantastic as it may seem to some of us, emotions are an inseparable part of us. I don't think labels such as "emo" benefit anyone, but perhaps the proliferation of that term indicates that many realize how emotional people can AND must be. All of our actions are fundamentally emotional. Emotion that is untapped is a benefit to none and an injustice to all. That emotion is the key to action, political or personal. That emotion is what defines us as human beings.

For example, we all feel pain. Everyone bleeds. Every living human being has blood coursing through their veins. It keeps us alive. I am alive. When an individual physically bleeds, the act is often associated with pain and hurt. This is often true. Bleeding often does indicate an injury, and injury almost always means pain. Every human being feels pain. It's a natural emotion and therefore must be expressed. It should never be held in. Whether it's physical pain or a much deeper pain that you feel within. For pain can serve as a catharsis and pain can serve as a catalyst for change. In this country, which was ironically built on other's blood. Pain and hurt are often the driving forces behind change. When people are sick of their suffering, they will rise and revolt.

But behind this pain there must be more; there must be love. Love for the individual and love for humanity. If this love didn't exist, then what would drive people to try to cure their own pain and the pain of another?

I don't know where this entry is heading to or what I'm talking about anymore so I'll just end it here hah. I fucking suck at this.

I'm in love

I'm in love with a girl. Her name is Alecia Chan. I love love love love love love her way lots.